God might be too big and vague for me to trust or at least that is my understanding of what is happening right now. Today, I’m pondering who/what God is. That is a HUGE question to wrestle. I don’t expect an answer… yet.
If we are truly in the present moment, than how are we ever to be impatient? If we BE, won’t God just meet us there? So am I running from just being? Why do I feel I need to control my life, when obviously my job is to leave that to God? But how do I trust a being I don't really know?
When you think of someone very special in your life, someone that you trust the most, there are certain qualities that exist. That person knows you well, they have known you for quite some time. They love you and want the best for you. You have seen, heard and touched this person in some time in your life and have seen, heard, or felt the things they have done in your life, good and bad. They are tangible and you trust. Sometimes this person may let you down, but overall you trust. You have a relationship with this person, and most likely it’s fulfilling because there is give and take and there is love.
So if you can have a relationship with the Creator of the Universe, how do you do it? What does that look like? I can only imagine that it would be even more wonderful and fulfilling than these trust-filled human relationships, because I am told God doesn’t change and he already knows me. So I’m thinking it probably would be pretty easy to trust if I could see, hear, and touch Him, right? Ah ha, but that’s not how it is. I’m really just left with questions, as always. Who is God? How can we BE together?
If we are truly in the present moment, than how are we ever to be impatient? If we BE, won’t God just meet us there? So am I running from just being? Why do I feel I need to control my life, when obviously my job is to leave that to God? But how do I trust a being I don't really know?
When you think of someone very special in your life, someone that you trust the most, there are certain qualities that exist. That person knows you well, they have known you for quite some time. They love you and want the best for you. You have seen, heard and touched this person in some time in your life and have seen, heard, or felt the things they have done in your life, good and bad. They are tangible and you trust. Sometimes this person may let you down, but overall you trust. You have a relationship with this person, and most likely it’s fulfilling because there is give and take and there is love.
So if you can have a relationship with the Creator of the Universe, how do you do it? What does that look like? I can only imagine that it would be even more wonderful and fulfilling than these trust-filled human relationships, because I am told God doesn’t change and he already knows me. So I’m thinking it probably would be pretty easy to trust if I could see, hear, and touch Him, right? Ah ha, but that’s not how it is. I’m really just left with questions, as always. Who is God? How can we BE together?
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