If No One Will Listen

This is the first but not the last time I will use lyrics on my blog, for music moves the soul. Although I have great friends and family who WILL listen, I need to get over dependency on them this year. I need to be my friend and I need to be there to self-soothe myself in times of trouble. I need to be this for myself. Soo this song just struck at my heart tonight... it's as if Kelly Clarkson's voice can be the voice for my true innerself tonight that wants so desperately to love me and to tell me everything is gonna be okay because she is here and wants me to find her. So I will leave you with Kelly's lyrics... as I pray myself to sleep tonight...hoping I can find me in time.

Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears
And so you fight to keep from pouring out
But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul
Do you think there's enough that you would drown?
If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one's left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still
No one can tell you where you alone must go
There's no telling what you will find there
And, God, I know the fear that eats away at your bones
It's screaming every step, "Just stay here"
If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one's left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still
If you find your fists are raw and red from beating yourself down
If your legs have given out under the weight
If you find you've been settling for a world of gray
So you wouldn't have to face down your own hate
If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one's left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still